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Saturday, January 2, 2010Y
2010

 a brand new year,a brand new start~
 there is many things i want God to change in my life this year
to transform me upside down!

there are too many many weak areas i have
too many until i cnt list them all down

i want to learn to be strong,
that i can just cut a something away easily ,and without been hestating
i want to be like ,once i know it is not right then just CUT away
but im too aunty to do it on my own ,i always love to hold back the things ,tats when i get hurts.


i want to grow to know him more,love him more and fulfil his will of my life
thats the aim i had in my life
i want to be vry vry close with him
i want to rely on him so much that every step i take,i will ask him before i move
i realised tat ,without him,my life is really in a mess!

the only thing i want to say
is tat ,God ,i need you in my life
i need you to guid me in 2010
i wan to follow your foot steps
every steps
every ups and dpwns
i want to follow
i want to be a follower of you oh lord,
so that i wont lost,.i wont live in a life full of mess
i invite you into my life oh lord,

thank you father ~

lord.i gave you my heart,my soul,my spirit oh god,
mold me ,change me ,use me oh god,
i am free for you oh god

here i am on my kneels oh god,
for you deserve everything from me ,even my life oh god~


from ,
the girl whom Jesus loves~esther guo hong xia

ends at Saturday, January 02, 2010