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Tuesday, December 29, 2009Y



FIRST TIME WE WEARING BUKITPANJANG P.E T-SHIRT! =D




ends at Tuesday, December 29, 2009

TRUST

today i went to the camp again
today was quite special
cos we went to Esplanade
we played math game over there
the math games was quite though

thats not the point i want to say
the thing i wanted to say is,
wad i had learnt throughout tdy's outing

tdy was quite a fruitful day
the thing i learnt was
1)learn to step back ,and gav otrs a chance to lead
2)learn to trust other;
cos tdy when we were playing a game ,which requires one ppl to carry another person ,and then the rest got to ans the math questions .and when we answered correctly,we can move two steps,if wrong,got to move back one step.so i volunteer myself to carry a girl(who is the skinniest)
To my disapointment,when she came up to my back ,she just unable to relax,her body was very straight,tat makes me vry diff to carry her.we tried mny times ,but we failed.this shows tat she dont trust me bah..so inn the end,i choose to carry a girl who is 9/10 of my weight.she was really great, cos she trusted me.but the things when on,when i was carrying her,the girl who suppose to calculate the math sums,bcos of lacking the trust of her frens.she resist to tell the ans until she herself got the ans( cos otrs can tell her the ans,but she got to tell the station master that she confirm is the ans)then i was really frustrated.cos i was carrying a girl who is almost my weight..and i really vry vry tired!the game carried on more than 10 mins! and when we finally finished the game,the moment the girl came down from my back.i can really feel the pain! it is really really painful~~ but,i really thank the girl.thanks for your trust in me.=)

now i finally realised what is the feeling when ppl dont trust you

like how we doubt God~ how we dont trust in him ...



treally thank god that through the things happened,i learnt how to trust ppl ~=) thanks!

ends at Tuesday, December 29, 2009

champion's mindset

lets talk about ytd
i went to a 'camp'(which do not have to stay over)

it is about how to adjust ourselves when we enter to new sec sch life
i find the thing really useful

the guy who talk lots and lots of good and cool stuff
but the only thing which got my attention was:
"HAVING A CHAMPION MINDSET!"
it is basically about the way we think, we work
everything you do ,think of the doing it the BEST !
and do everything with a excllence mindset!

ends at Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Monday, December 28, 2009Y


i just went to some website.
and saw all these 'star star'necklace!
they are soooo nice!!! woah!!
love them lots


!!

ends at Monday, December 28, 2009

Sunday, December 27, 2009Y


this is the 'shooting star ' design keychain which i made for my sisters in Christ!~=)


this is actly a bookmark which without the strings


this is the other design of the keychain..it is a  'star'
there is the another colour one( which i didnt take  photo of it)
it is the same design,just that the 'star' is gold in colour

yaya.this is the gold string which i use to make the keychains~!
and there is another colour which is purple




I spent lots of time making  them...
but the best part is, everyone  likes the keychains i made for them~ !
so happy that they like it ! =D
thank you girls! thanks for liking it !~
anyway !wish eveyone a happy merry xmas! =D
(eventhough its over)haha



if you like the keychains,you can ask me to make for you~=D

ends at Sunday, December 27, 2009


today was really a great day!!woohoo!

cos some of my sisters and brothers were baptised!
im soo happy for them!!!
expecially weiping!
cos she is in SOPHIA!
haha

weiping and jiangyin~
jiayou!
continue to grow to love GOD!!
he is always there to watch you girls~
=)
aftr the service
we went to burger king to eat .hhaha




then we went home~~... =)

when i was on my way home
i look up at  the sky
it is quite a disapointment that i didnt see any stars nor any moving clouds~  =(

ah!!!
i want to see STARS!!!!
THEY ARE REALLY BEAUTIFUL!

whenever i look at them
i will be AMAZED on the art work of my GOD JESUS!~~
=)

WOAH!!
REALLY LOVE THEM!!!=D

ends at Sunday, December 27, 2009

Saturday, December 26, 2009Y
2009's xmas

let's post something about 24th
CHRISTMAS EVE !

i spent my christmas eve with my dear sisters,SOPHIA!
we went to watch movie!(Alvin and the chipmunks)

we had lots of fun tgt!=)


hahah !
pearl--alvin's gf
me---theodore's gf!
joy--simon's gf!





group photo!!!
hahahaha ! =)





this is wad happened when i got really bored !
i thins i was waiting for Pearl ba... haha..so...i took a few pics
this is one of them..(at west coast park!)




aiyo ! dunno wad to write le~~~




oh ya !!1 lets talk about christmas day itself !
i went to church in the morning for christmas service

after that we went to yvonne's 18th (very very OLD AH )=p bday!
you know what sophia did to her?
this cool cool lady was forced to wear dress!
and we help her to put make up!!! woohooo!
she looks rreally really PRETTY!=p

you guys should really see the expressions she had during the 'torture' time! hahaha

 
can see her?the one at the very very left one !


see her FULL VIEW!!! wahahhah  =p
(bt the way she stand .....aiyo! daughter got lots more to learn ah...)



hahha !this is roughly how i spent 2009's christmas!!! ahahha  =)

ends at Saturday, December 26, 2009

Thursday, December 24, 2009Y

today i had a great day
went out with one of my friend.
we watched movie and walked around...

eventhough its just a simple day
bt i enjoyed it .=) haha

ends at Thursday, December 24, 2009

Tuesday, December 22, 2009Y

 



i really love the X-FACTOR camp!
God teaches me lots of things through the camp.
everyday seems to hav something happen
and i gt to ask God what is the best way to solve it
ands through all the things
i knw tat God's hand is there
he is there to teach me ,to guide me
cos without him,i thiink i would ruin all the things
there is something really touches my heart
and it was on the last two days of the camp


let me talk abt the day when we play high element games
i still rmb szeyen climbed up the stairs
and she suppose to jumb and catch the thing
bt,she dun dare,she jus stand there,
all the ppl down there was encouraging her
aftr a long while
she stil unable to over come the fear in her
she cried.i worried.
so the instruter ask her to sit on the thing ,and jus jump down
she did wad she was told
bt she dun dare to jump down.
and all the ppl was vry vry worry
i jus keep encourage her
bt it seems to b useless
bt ,suddenly,i shout to her,
SZEYEN!DONT WORRY! SOPHIA AND ME IS HERE TO CATCH YOU!
imediately after hearing wad i said
she jus JUMPED
tat really touches my heart
bcos she dun have faith in anyone
she dun have faith in what we encourage her
bt she have faith in SOPHIA
deep inside her she knw tat sophia is going to catch her,sophia is going to save her
tats y she jumped down aft such a long time
szeyen,i really love you !and thank you for having faith in sophia ❤


and the last day was really a 'crying day'
at first i cried bcos i really thankful to have sophia girls in my cell grp
they forgaves me when i raise my voice when things doesnt go right
so i cried ,
evryone was there to encourage me
then when one of the girls tell me something
and that thing jus strucked my heart
the tears jus keep rolling down and down
i jus kept crying
and the girls also start crying aftr they knw whats happening
we cried vry vry long
long until my eyes was damn pain and swollen
bt i really happy to see my girls cry(nt becos im siao)
bt bcos through the tears ..
it shows hw much sophia love one another! =D
and i really love sophia's CHEER!! woohooo ! tats sooo coool!
and girls,the best cheer is not wad we had created ,
bt is the things comes out from ur mouth naturally when one of sophia menber is down or facing defficulty
tats the best cheer you knw?!woohoo

through this camp,
i finally realize tat i really love sophia!love everyone in sophia
simply bcos they have a firery heart for god,they r all vry crazy ,they wil cheer one another up
they knw when is the right time to play,when is the right time to play
and MANY MANY MORE!



i really love the photo tat we hold our hands tgt and JUMP!
yes,we will nt only hold our hands to jump,
we will hold our hands tgt during the battle..
we will hold our hands tgt when one person is down..
we will hold our hands tgt when ppl go against us..
we will hold our hands tgt to win all the lose souls ..
we will hold our hands tgt ,so tat we wont fall away ..
we wil hold our hands tgt to ADVANCE GOD'S KINGDOM
we,SOPHIA ,we will HOLD OUR HANDS TGT TILL THE LAST DAY!


thank you girls for making merabel and cherie feel welcome in the camp
they acepted Christ is becos of your efforts
love you girls!


let us continue to love god,for he loves us first .!
let us continue to be crazy,
let us continue to show love and care in our cell grp and outside there
let us continue to advance god's kingdom!
woohoo!!!
whenever i think of you girls,
my heart will jus fill with HOPE AND LOVE!

all the girls,rmb,
Eunice,pearl and me is always here for you..
if u done anything wrong.
we r at ur back to support you to gave you strength!
so,dun worry ,jus do the things which pleases God!

     
                                           WITH LOVES OF LOVE  AND CARE!!!!
❤❤ ❤ ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤






ends at Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Monday, December 21, 2009Y

when someone going to leave you
what will you do ?
will you cry ?
is crying the best method ?
obviously it is not the best method




but the stupid girl here choose to cry
cos her heart relly hurts
she cry nonstop
she jus let the tears run out of her eyes so freely
eventhough her eyes vry painful
bt she still choose to cry


when i heard frm this sister of mine that she is going ovrseas nex year
and nvr come back
right at that moment
my heart breaks into thousand pieaces
and the tears represent the blood frm the broken heart...




i truely love Sophia
every single girls is vry important in my eyes
i really cnt imagine what will happen if the day cme
what will i do ?
will i still cry ?
or will i smile and let her go ?
am i tat strong to hold back my tears?
i dunno....






girls...sisters....i love you !!

ends at Monday, December 21, 2009

Thursday, December 17, 2009Y

WOOOHOOO!!!!

Im going camp today !

SOOOOO EXCITED !~=D


i wont be updating my blog until monday ~ (in the camp) wahahaha


YIPEEEE!~~~

MISS YOU GUYS!

AND WILL MISS MY COMP ~~~ hahahha =p



alright  ! byebye ~~ mus miss me hor ! wahahha  =p

ends at Thursday, December 17, 2009

cool!!! =D





hahha...one of my friend sent me all this pics...cool right ? hah a


yeah!!! tmr im going camping le !! wahahah !

ends at Thursday, December 17, 2009

Monday, December 14, 2009Y
this is damn FUNNY!!!


ends at Monday, December 14, 2009

THIS IS COOL!




THIS IS DAMN COOL!!!

 do as follow,
1)stare at the black things in the centre for 30 secs
2)close ur eyes
3)look at the ceiling

THEN U WILL SEE SOMETHING COOL!!


PLS TELL ME WAD U SEE

ends at Monday, December 14, 2009

"thank you"


I found tat ,its very easy to say "thank u" to our friends than  to our parents.


Sometime we just take things for granted.
Always have this thinking that ,what my parents gave me ,is wad i suppose to get .


And this was what God just show me 2 weeks back.And somehow,i just say "thank you "to my mum..it sounded weird at first...but i find something change after sometimes.it is tat ,the relationship between mum and me become bettr than  last time.she will do more thing for me and scold me lesser than las time le.


Many times,we expect a "thank you " from our friends when we did something good,but ,have we really say "thank you "to our parents .? i think they deserve the "thank you " more than any of our friends..=)




And thats what God has really show me,God wants us to honor our parents.Been thankful and say a thank them with simple two words"thank u "is jus the foundation of honoring our parents~




HAVE YOU  BEEN SAYING ''THANK YOU''TO UR PARENTS?
START NOW.ASK GOD TO HELP YOU !

ends at Monday, December 14, 2009

Sunday, December 13, 2009Y
AHHH MY TOE SWOLLEN!!!! =(

EVERYTHING was GREAT today !

Sophia played dodgeball during cell time !
everything went great !
The girls was having a great time when they r playing the games .=D

THE most DUMB thing i did ...was  kicked the chair!(accidentally)T.T
eh..mayb tat nt the dumb part..
the most dumb part was.....i still can play can run just now!(arnd 10p.m+ with my church ppl)
Bt now...even i laying on the bed ...typing this post...i can feel the PAIN!!!  T.T (*CRY*)


Ah~~~ -.-///

hope tat tmr i can recover~ =)

ends at Sunday, December 13, 2009

Saturday, December 12, 2009Y

hahahh!
Im going to share with you on how i trick Eunice

She's sooo funny!
hahha

actly,i dun intend to trick..bt the things jus turn out like tat ,so,,,,(evil laughters)


You guys know who is theodore right ? hah

Cos when i was chatting with Eunice,then i always like to ask ppl if the cartoon is cute or not..
So,i asked her if Theodore is cute or not...
then she replied..

(this is our conversation on msn..)

"Theodore?! Who's that ?''<---eunice

esther!~ ❤ 说:

a super cute guy !
super handsome!
i gt take pic with him!
hahah
and
eunice
i fall in love with him~"<---start to trick her,cos she dunno who is theodore.=p
 
eunice 说:

HAHAHA
who is he?!?!1<--- i thot she was stunned ,cos she paused quite awhile then reply me

esther!~ ❤ 说:
^.^ V<-- so i gave her a vry happy face~(i was laughing vry loudly)

eunice 说:
from where?

esther!~ ❤ 说:
eh
nt sure
usa?
USA?<---was thinking where the movie is from.hah  ..=p

eunice 说:
ohh...
hahaha very cutee (i don't know who is it

esther!~ ❤ 说:
lol
then u say he cute
-.-

eunice 说:
coz u say maa

esther!~ ❤ 说:
hahha
i see
u want see his pic pic?<---i was very excited to show her the pic,see hw she will react.hah =p


eunice 说:
orhh!

esther!~ ❤ 说:
oh
ok
wait ah
i show u
<----
DADA!!!  <----cos i put Theodore's pic as my msn DP
theodore!
standing next to me!!
wearing green shrit !!1
WAHAHAHAHAAHAH
you super cute !!<---- i thot she was  tricked by me...=p
hah
in my DP
heh

eunice 说:
0.O///

esther!~ ❤ 说:
hahhah

eunice 说:
-.-


esther!~ ❤ 说:
were u shocked jus nw?
hahhaha

eunice 说:
nooo
i thought like what
a swimmer or something
chey!!!!  <-----AIYO!!! after all,she is my smart smart  leader...aiya,,,hard to trick her..-.-///

esther!~ ❤ 说:
...
chey
i thot u will think tat i like a guy
hah=p

eunice 说:
i velly smart one la<---ya,she is!~ hah =)


END  OF THE CONVERSATION



yaya.this pic AGAIN~
hah! i really FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM!
he's super CUTE!
hahah
 =p

yaya..he is THEODORE!!!

ends at Saturday, December 12, 2009



yesterday,i went to watch movie with my beautiful Sophia girls!!
then i saw theodore !~~ (not real one obviously)hahah
SUPER CUTE RIGHT???
haha !
so i took a photo with him!!
when one of my beautiful sophia girl tell me tat ,
im wearing the same colour shorts as him!(eh,no,he wearing shirt)hahah! =p



Alvin is -->bynes
simon---> weiyang
theodore--->me!!! yipeeeeee! =p

ends at Saturday, December 12, 2009

Friday, December 11, 2009Y

Lets talk abt wad i heard from god during ytd's prayer meeting .

Honestly.when i was praying and singging,I cant feel god's presence at all,not at all ,and that makes me feel very sad.

so, I force myself to think of wad good thing God has done in life,thinking that when i know hw much good thing he has done ,then i will be more thankful ,and then  i can feel his presence.
Eventhough the thing he has done in my life was alot alot ,but during the time ,i just don't feel thankful at all.


i really hate it when i don't feel thankful to God
and i really don't like it when i can't feel God's presence when i pray (eventhough i know that he was there,bt i jus cant connect with him ~)

So,i prayed this prayer...
"Lord.break my heart Oh God! break it, father ! break it ! so that i can be thankful to you ,i can feel you !~guide me! for the road infront of me was dark,i cant see anything father.''

Things never change during the 45mins of prayer ,my heart wasnt break.
I still unable to  feel his presence at all.I felt really disapointed .
Thats the time when i start  blaming  myself for not praying vry often.

When i really have no hope for the prayer meeting, thinking  tat, im going to go hme with a prayer meeting which without his mighty presence.

But things just change when we start to worship God after the 45 mins of prayer.
Everyone who was kneeling on the floor to pray during that 45mins was told to stand up.
So i did wad was told.I sang the song without any meaning  to me .im just like a robot singing the lyrics out .
 While i was singing,my strength starts to be like run out of my body.
So,i kneel on the floor,with my head on the floor.
And that is the time God started breaking my heart .
At that time ,my tears jus come out ,and i can feel the peace withing me.
i can feel that God is infron of me to touch my hair.

And he start to talk to me ,this is wad he said,
"My Hong xia .you r precious in my eyes ,don't worry,i have never leave you ,and i always here with you ,you have went through alot of hardship this few weeks,i know , but ,don't worry ,just press on. that is the time when i start to change you ,and im preparing you for the great work . After you have went through all the hard times .That is the time you r truely rise up.That is the time when the fire is send to u again .That is the time when you can pray none stop .And , that is the time when you  truely become a great leader .Don't worry my girl,i am always here with you ,you are always under my wings.i will always carry you on my back when you fall down .my hand is always here with you "

When  i was listening to wad he was telling me .I can really feel that  i was really under his wings.he is there to cover me .no matter what thing i had done wrong,He is there to help me .

After the worship ,Mr Zhang asked the ppl to go infront to share about the vision or what God has tell us during the 45mins prayer meeting .

Some of of them went out,and one of my cell grp menber,weiping,she went up to share also,and she start  crying .MrZhang asked  me to stand beside her,bt,that timei jus can't stand up.i got no strength ,the strength was like as if they had all run out of my body .So i never stand beside her to encourage her,(im sorry weiping.)

Anyway ,i never went up to share ,cos i dun have the courage,i wanted ,but,i knw that if i went up to share , i will surely cry .yaya...


After everything,Mr zhang came up to me ,and he tell me that , he say he believe ,eunice and pearl went overseas and absent on sat is for a reason,he said he believe that ,it was God's plan ,to prepare me for the great work.
What he say was what i think last week,so,now i can be vry confirm that it was from God.



Ya thank you father! thanks for loving HongXia so much ! =)Thank you fatehr that never once you had left me alone.Thank you that ,eventhough in my sipiritual walk,i may walk slowly,bt you slow down your footsteps,so that you can encourage me on my way to you ~ Thank You !! ❤









ends at Friday, December 11, 2009

Thursday, December 10, 2009Y
thank you God !!! =D thanks for loving me~~ ❤

YEAH !
the bad thing has gone!
and the NEW day has began!!!


im not going to hold on to the bad things
bt to gav it  all to God
cos he knw wad im doing~


Thank God tat i can see the stars ytd night ~
Thank God that im still survive !
Thank God tat im nt prefect bt he still loves me!!
Thank God for the good rest ytd !~
THANK YOU JESUS!!! =D

ends at Thursday, December 10, 2009


today sooo happy !!
not because of the day i spent
bt because of the stars !!!

cos when i am on my way home tonight
it was about 11.45 p.m

somehow i jus look at the sky ~
then ,i saw LOTS of STARS !~!

Did i told u tat i love stars and i love the sky ?
heheh
cos dunno y ,when im sad ,i will look at the sky ,then it will make me happy ~ =)

and I was vry excited when i see the stars!
cos normally when i look at the sky ,
i can hardly see any stars ...(sad)

when i saw the stars ..
it makes me think abt the days i spent in china~
 the stars was like  WOAHHHHH!!!!!(*the sound i usually will make*) (1000 times more than singapore!!)

i stil rmb when i was arnd 7or 8 years old..
tat time i went to stay in the village
i think it was mid-autumn festival.
then when i stay outside of the house~

WOAHHH!!!  the stars was SOOOO mny !! i think more than millions of them !! super nice!!!

I REALLY MISS THE TIME WHEN I SPENT IN CHINA!~
i really hope that i  can go to the village once again when i go back to china ~ hehe
cos my house in china cnt really see the stars ,cos it was in a city,and then due to air pollution..then no stars at all ..T.T

and only in the village ,the air was not that polluted ,then can see the stars clearly~~






ends at Thursday, December 10, 2009

Wednesday, December 9, 2009Y

today was quite a peaceful day ~
everything goes prefectly good~


bt,theres one thing tat hurts me (not really hurt la )
was when i  send a friend of mine a msg
to encourage her on her walk with God
the reply she gave was quite hurtful..


bt when i chat with bynes
he told me tat ,his friend was vry depress and so on
and he say that ,when he saw one of the old shopping centre which is going to tear down
and he say ,when a old building is going to tear down.
bt it is goig to be rebuild into a new shopphing centre


so ,i think wad he say was quite true ~
i knw that god is going to tear down the old building in her life
and he is going to rebuild a nice nice building in her life!~


 =)
thanks bynes



the old will be gone~!

                                                            the new is coming soon!~

ends at Wednesday, December 09, 2009

Monday, December 7, 2009Y
who tell u to call me PRAWN????? =)



ends at Monday, December 07, 2009

Sunday, December 6, 2009Y

eunice,
i want to tell u that
no matter what the world thinks about u
no matter hw ppl looks at u
you always have GOD and SOPHIA with you !

no matter wad the ppl outside there is saying abt u
jus got to ignore it
bt,remenber,you still have GOD and SOPHIA

the ppl out there may not understand u
bt ,remenber,you have GOD and SOPHIA who understands you


LOVES YOU ALWAYS!

ends at Sunday, December 06, 2009

love you eunice!

突然发现

有些时候在一起太久
大多数的时间会去找别人的缺点
而往往忽略了她的优点


有些时候在一起久了~
就会忘了其实自己很爱那个人
自己对她的爱其实在相处中慢慢的发芽


直到昨天
我为了做一个video,就为了让她开心
一直做到6点~
没睡多久。。。


和今天看到她那开心的脸我也觉好开心
看到她哭~我的心就超痛的~


那时,我才发现,我其实很喜欢eunice
真的真的很喜欢

看到她每天那么的坚强
从来都不把有愁放在脸上
就是为了别人不为她担心
而自己却担心这我们sophia人的事情

真的很谢谢神把这么好的leader 放在我的生命里!
在这么特别的一天
我要祝她生日快乐!!!!=)

ILOVEYOU

ends at Sunday, December 06, 2009

Saturday, December 5, 2009Y

AHHH!!!!
i slept at 6 am.and wake up  at 9 am!!!
Oh no!~~ im tired !!!(*yawn*)

hope tat i wont slp in church~ muahhahha
bt hor,the pig which slp at the same time as me ,
still havent wake up~ haha
tat shows im not pig!~
and he is a real pig~ wahhahhahahah =p

ends at Saturday, December 05, 2009

how god looks at his ppls

today when i was readig my bible during QT
i wanted to cotinue from the page i had read ytd
but,suddenly,i heard a voice in my heart that i shld  restart reading the book of matthew.
read and understand about how Jesus leads his disciples


so,tdy is the first time  i really go and read  the bible word by word ,
and  ask god why does Jesus do tat
and does Jesus say that


And i realised something..is the way Jesus looks at his discples..


when Jesus first met with 2 of his 12 discples
the first sentence he said was"follow me ,and i will make u fishers of men"(matthew 4:19)
and from the other verses matthew 5:13-16, he mention that we are the light the salt of this world


I realised that ,Jesus always look at us of  who we will become in the future ,not who we r now .


many times ,we pray that we will have more faith in God ,but,Jesus ,he always have faith in his ppl..even the first two discples nvr even start preaching the word of God,and haven't even start evangelise,and haven't even win a single soul .but he already have faith in them.


so i learn that ,as a leader,we got to believe and have faith in the ppl we r leading,not to think of who she/he is now,but look at who she/he will become in the future!~


jiayou !=)


AMEN!






ends at Saturday, December 05, 2009

Friday, December 4, 2009Y
where are all my friends?

啊!都这么晚了!9:50 am
可是我的msn 里面的朋友只有6 /200+ online leh !!
i was wondering isit something wrong with my msn acc?
or all f my friends become piggy le ~?

ahhh!!!
i msged matthew,and ask him whtr he is online or not .
bt he didnt reply me !
so ii shld take it as he still slping ?
hehe


aiyo ! sianx~

ends at Friday, December 04, 2009

Thursday, December 3, 2009Y
thank god

啊!
今天对我来说是一个超痛的一天!
因为早上一起来,我的肚子就开始痛了起来!!!
真的是痛到我连讲话的力气都没有了!

我连走路都不能直着腰走,要不然会超痛~

我在忍受疼痛一个多小时候
我就到我的床上躺着
无缘无故中,我在疼痛中唱着worship songs
然后就开始祈祷

i tol god tat,my body is his
my everything comes from him
and ask him to heal me

大概10几20分钟后我就真的不痛  了!~=)

THANK GOD!~ (smile)




ends at Thursday, December 03, 2009

Wednesday, December 2, 2009Y

ahhh~~!
its 2 am le !~ haha

GOOD MORNING FRENS!~~=) lol

(random) =p

ends at Wednesday, December 02, 2009


today its a great day like wad i had said ytd!~ hah
everything goes vry smooth~

and  lighthouse SOPHIA got its own blog and facebook!!!=)

add us at facebook!
godlovessophia@gmail.com

and  blog!
www.god-loves-sophia.blogspot.com


ADD US!~=)

ehehhe !~

ends at Wednesday, December 02, 2009

Tuesday, December 1, 2009Y




HEY FRIENDS!

if u got nothing to do at home from 18dec to 21 dec
please sign up for the camp!~
its 20 dollars

theres lots of fun activities!~
 come !~
join me !~
if u dun hav my number ,then leave a comment on the tagbox =)
HOPE TO SEE YOU!~


ends at Tuesday, December 01, 2009

用眼睛拍下美丽的时光

前几天


我在写卡片送给老师的时候

突然好多好多的图片出现在我的脑海里


这老师跟我认识了六年


她从一年级开始教我


算是她看着我长大的把


我也看着她结婚


生子


成为妈妈






当我在写卡片的时候


心就好感动哦


因为她陪我走了一段很长的路




当我写着以前发生的事情时


突然灵感一来


我就写出了这么一句话




“别人用相机拍下美丽的时光,


用日记记下快乐的回忆。


而我,


用眼睛拍下美丽的时光,

用心记载快乐的回忆。”




这段话很美吧 ?(呵呵呵)


我真的好喜欢这段话 (*^__^*) 嘻嘻




















ends at Tuesday, December 01, 2009

一起记载美丽的时光ba

昨天我去买了一本相册

是粉色的~ 很美很美~


为什么买相册?

因为我突然发现我们的生命好短

所发生的东西太快了


而因为科技越来月发达的原因

我们直接把拍好的相片放上facebook然后就可以了

越来越少的人(特别是青少年)

会去把相片洗出来


时间过了

新的,更美的相片被拍出来了

我们往往会把旧的相片从电脑里给删了


这样的话

等我们长大以后

想看看自己11岁,12,13,14,15,16,17,18.。。。岁时长的是什么样的时候


我们都没有地方可以看了

因为全都被我们给删了


这样的话,等以后长大,一定会后悔的

所以

我决定从明年起

开始做记录

把美好的时光给拍出来

然后洗出来

等我老了时候

这肯定会成为美丽的回忆的

哈哈




如果你也跟我想的一样的话

我们就一起努力把~

把美好的回忆留起来~=)





ends at Tuesday, December 01, 2009


明天会更好!!! 加油吧 ! GOD IS  WITH ME!~ =)

ends at Tuesday, December 01, 2009